My 10 commandments
2)when you think you cannot feel any worse - you can
3)when you think you reached the very bottom - you didn't. there is always a hidden basement entry leading you to the lowest low
4)when you think you can finally start feeling free - you can't, there will always be someone reminding you of who you've become and where you belong. The basement. With clipped wings. Freedom is not for everyone.
5)when you think you can finally start feeling safe - you can't. Your place is in your dark closet where you feel safe.
6)just when you thought you've found the key to your cage and you can finally break free - you realize you got the wrong key.
7)just when you started believeing there is a sun shining through the dark clouds - you realize it's just another optical illusion.
8)when you feel like you can trust someone - you can't!!!
9)when you finally feel like leaving your safe place - protect yourself at all times
10) when a guy beats you up, no matter how scared you are - you always look him in the eye