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Feeling so alone right now, it's suffocating me. The air's got so thick I find it hard to breathe. And never before have I felt so desperately in need.I know that I must start listening to the voice inside of me. Find the strength, to keep on walking.

I've gotta stop my mind working overtime. It's driving me insane. It will not let me live. Always so negative. It's become my enemy. Why would I think such things? Crazy thoughts have quick wings, gaining momentum fast. One minute I am fine. The next I've lost my mind to some sick memories.
And none of these thoughts are real. So why is it that I feel so cut up and so bad. I need to take control coz my mind is on a roll and it isn't listening to me.

Mirror mirror on the wall who's the dumbest of them all. Insecurities keep growing, wasted energies are flowing.
Anger, pain and sadness beckon, panic sets in a second. Be aware it's just your mind...you can stop it anytime!

Ok so here we go, one two three I say STOP!
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EVH,

I know you feel alone, we are here for you. You do have that strength, I can see it. If the mirror tells you you're the dumbest, it's lying.

:metoyou:
This is beautifully written, EVH. I can really relate to "Crazy thoughts have quick wings, gaining momentum fast." Lately I have found busying my mind with mental images of a safe fantasy world (I use the cartoon Redwall) helps me get away from unwanted thoughts. Hope you find some peace and calm.
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