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Maybe This Will Take a Lifetime

Posted by eliseinwonderland , 08 April 2013 · 34 views

The healing/recovery process seems to be taking forever and a day. I feel that every victory or moment of strength I have is followed by more pain and difficulty. It's so hard to just put what happened out of my mind. Everything reminds me of it and it hurts.

Today is my first day back from spring break. I have to see the boys who did this to me every day again. Not only this, but I have to see them with their friends (WHO would be friends with those two?) I have to see them have fun and act like normal people despite how evil they are.

My first day back and I've already had to deal with taunting, hearing their names in every classroom, seeing them and people's questions. I can't stand it and I can't wait until I'm graduated and can go to college in Seattle and never, ever see these people again.

December 2015

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