Why a blog?
My blog, although public, is a tool for me to get things out of my head. When I can't find words to tell those who are close to me, when I'm overwhelmed. It's something that's always helped me, just to get things down on 'paper' and out of my brain. It helps me to process.
Recently, I've been having a lot of new memories. Most of them worse than anything I've remembered before, and I'm finding it really difficult to deal with them. I need to get them out of my head.
So, that's why a blog, I guess. It won't be nice reading, probably highly triggering, but I need it to be as honest as I can