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another blow

Posted by bellaroo , 02 March 2013 · 91 views

just another blow!!!...I feel like I keep getting shit on over and over again. no one cares...I just dont know what to do, I feel so helpless, hopeless, worthless...etc...Im just overwhelmed and terrified for myself. All i want to do is sit in a ball and cry and cry...I just want to show my true feelings but I feel like i have to be strong and I very scared of being vulnerable. HELP?!? I know i need to but I dont want to be so vulnerable that i get hurt again...

I feel like I am effecting patti's health and well being. I feel just awful for it. it just makes me sick. she has told me that im not but i sure feel like i am. I am soooo in the way....

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