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trying to stay positive...

Ive been doing so good lately and then all of a sudden it hit me like a ton of bricks that trish and alex will never be coming back, I will never hear there voice again, I will never see their beautiful smiles! I lay in bed most nights crying my self to sleep because im in so much pain for the loss of them and from the terrible flashbacks, etc.... I do everything to relax myself but it sure seems like nothing works. I dont want to be negative because i have been so positive....gahhh. I know patti has a lot going on herself so i dont want to stress her out with any of my problems. I need an outlet...(in person) I feel if I going to talk about my problems the best way to face it, is head on, its so hard for me to talk about everything but the best way for me to do is in person! I just dont know what to do....I see my therapist this week..so hopefully she will help

I feel stupid for feeling this way but i feel like my opinion doesnt matter. I feel stupid for saying this too but sometimes i feel like no one really cares about me....gahh..i know it was stupid....

I really want to thank patti and rick for everything that they have done for me lately but i have no clue as to what to do for them. they are just fantastic :D/>
 

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