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25 January 2013

Posted by bellaroo

I feel just so alone. I want to feel whole again and feel the happiness that everyone else feels. but all i feel is emptiness....its terrible to say that. I feel so stupid for all of the feelings ive been feeling lately. I feel like people just want to get rid of me...and I feel like people dont want me around...again..im sure its stupid but its how i feel. I feel like I need to get away from all my shit and give the people around me a break so they dont get sick me of me, I dont ever want someone to feel like they want me to go away and thats how i feel now!!!!! I feel awful. im terrified that the people around me are just going to want me to leave.... :scared:/>...i dont think any of this makes sense, im just ranting. I feel so thankful that I have such great people patti and rick have helped me so much and it makes me so upset that I feel like i will never be able to repay them for everything they've done for me. I want to be more caring to show them that they have done so much for me....gahhhh... :gaah:/>

I feel stupid for saying this too, but I feel like the people around me are frustrated with me or mad....I just feel soo stupid

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