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i feel like ive lost my mind

Posted by bellaroo , 19 January 2013 · 78 views

I've finally come to realization that trish isn't here....was I in denial?....probably!!!! I miss her so Damn much it hurts. I sit and wonder what the world would be like if I wasn't around?...I know people would be sad, sometimes I think it should've been me instead of her....trish was such a bigger impact on so many peoples lives....I feel like I've done nothing but bring the people around me down. I dont want my sadness pushed onto anyone else....so I sit in my room at bedtime and cry and cry and cry...everything has hit me like a ton of bricks...dealing with my abuse is hard enough, then add 3 deaths in a matter of months. Why does this happen to me? I thought I was a good person?

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