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31 December 2012
Posted by bellaroo  
another holiday spent alone. :cry:/>
today has been a rough day, I just dont understand how someone can tell someone to kill themselves, when they know they struggle with mental health issues. Today has been a massive struggle. Panic attack, panick attack, panic attack...when will they stop? I guess I have to learn to do things on my own and be...
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Posted by bellaroo  
everyday seems like its an endless battle. If its not one thing its another.I wish sometimes I never wouldve told, It was so much easier burrying everything. I was so much happier when I could pretend I was never molested. But since ive disclosed my real family hates my guts...It just makes me so sad to think that a year ago we were such a close...
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sleep is a distant memory

30 December 2012
Posted by bellaroo  
:bawling:/> :bawling:/> :bawling:/>

I take my sleeping pill as usual every night...but everynight I wake up with just horrific dreams of my molester re-doing things he has already done to me, or even worse he will have one of my close friends do it with him. Ive tried everything I can think of to "calm" myself before bed to sleep...
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repeating dreams

14 December 2012
Posted by bellaroo  
:bawling:/> :cry:/> I keep having the dreams of close friends of mine and my molester. the dreams are what have happened in real life and then my two friends keep helping him molest me. they are just awful...usually i will wake up with a panic attack or in a panic. I need advice to prevent this. I am on a sleeping pill but that still doesnt stop...
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worst day of my life...

13 December 2012
Posted by bellaroo  
When I was 6 I was molested by my cousin. this continued till I was 15 years. I pursued charges against him, which was just horrific...I had to relive EVERYTHING!!!!! He admitted to the police and the district attorney that he sexually abused me. So I was hopeful that there was going to be...
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