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need advice: how to cope with nightmares

Posted by Dasein , 27 December 2012 · 22 views

i had another nightmare about him. this is the second week in a row where he has come into my dreams. the first dream was about him trying to come and find me and me being terrified about him being able to locate me. my dream today was about me confronting him on the telephone and then seeing his face in a restaurant that i use to work at during the time...


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Numbness towards my predator.

Posted by Dasein , 27 December 2012 · 28 views

Is it normal to feel completely numb toward my rapist? I guess it feels odd for me because he was a childhood friend i knew for about 10 years. whenever i think of him and what he did to me, i cant muster or feel any emotions. No hate, anger, sadness, etc. I think of him and i feel absolutely nothing, yet I find myself terrified of him ever coming to find...


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Numb and alone.

Posted by Dasein , 21 December 2012 · 26 views

Ever since school has been out, it has forced me to mentally cope with my rape more frequently because my mind is not as occupied. As a result, i have been feeling very self concious,insecure,and worst of all i started to have nightmares about him coming to look for me. Today I couldnt even get out of bed until 3 this afternoon. I just havent been able to...


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Numb and alone.

Posted by Dasein , 21 December 2012 · 11 views

Ever since school has been out, it has forced me to mentally cope with my rape more frequently because my mind is not as occupied. As a result, i have been feeling very self concious,insecure,and worst of all i started to have nightmares about him coming to look for me. Today I couldnt even get out of bed until 3 this afternoon. I just havent been able to...


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How do you tell loved ones what has happened to you?

Posted by Dasein , 02 December 2012 · 45 views

I was drugged and raped about 4/5 years ago by my best friend from childhood. It has taken me this long to recognize and address the fact that I have been raped and its so painful and im so full of emotions but at the same time I also feel very numb at times. For years and years I was in denial, confusion, and most improtantly self blame which is why I ne...





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