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Been away for a while

03 February 2013
Posted by tbkkfile  
Been away for a while as I'd reached a stage where I found confronting my past impossible to deal with, my mind was in a very bad place, everything was black, and it was effecting every waking moment and some more. Not sure if its much better but I have to do something, can't spend forever like this.

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Since my last entry I've been trying to make sense of it all, without I must say any luck.

I mentioned last time about building walls inside me and hiding behind them, a result of what happened. Its holding everything back, I feel emotionless, I get little pleasure from life, its almost as if someone has the real me squeezed into a little...
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My mind is on the one hand complex and rational able to make decisions based on facts, and on the other it reacts almost at a basic animal level when faced with a set of circumstances that trigger a response.

Trying to follow the former example I give above but sadly reacting via the latter, I've realised that I have to face my past if I am...
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