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just sorting myself out

Posted by Azzee , 10 July 2013 · 38 views

I just need to talk but don't want to do it in public. So I'll publish here. It's been a few stressful weeks. My mother (who's estranged) has been really demolishing my reputation in any which way she can. Mostly, she's been telling people that I'm mentally ill, manipulative and a liar. She firmly believes that my mental illness is from seeing a psychologist...that somehow, the psychologist has been able to convince me of a past that never happened. On the whole, I know that it's stupid. I know my past and I know what happened to me in 2008. I am shaken only because...this is MY "mother". And I'm still bothered by that.
I cannot fathom a mother speaking such evil about her own child...it's so foreign to me.

I'm also under police protection because of a case that I'm working on. This particular person threatened sexual violence. I'm grateful for the protection and yet, I'm also cynical. It's hard to verbalize.

Anyway...that's my rant for tonight.

July 2014

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