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is this real? (t)

Posted by one.day. , 11 November 2013 · 92 views

is this real? (t) If it never ends, what's the point? I thought it couldn't happen again. But it just does, over and over. Stuck on repeat. He hurt me. Not so long ago. Days. Again. They hurt me. Is it what I deserve? Punishment for my wrong doings. Pain to calm the happiness. A remainder of what I am. For ever expecting more. For leaving my siblings. For never seeing my baby grow. To never forget. A new cycle for trying to rise again.

Where do you go from now? I see him everyday. Do I even know what he did? I'm afraid. I feel alone. Silenced.

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