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it was going so good. now I'm afraid, scared of everything. why should we suffer, when they are living how they like? I'm so angry and its wrongly directed. I feel so sad and its not going away. my si is a little better but my eating isn't, if one gets better, the other gets worse.
I saw him again, I don't know if my step dad recognises me but I can't forget him, even when I sleep. I feel like I'm suffocating. I feel forgotten and unloved. at least when I was younger, I had family, now I don't have anyone.
I hate the fakeness of carrying on and pretending I feel ok but I couldn't have it any other way. I feel I have a magnet to getting hurt and that I don't deserve it to change.
but most of all, it's the guilt.
I saw him again, I don't know if my step dad recognises me but I can't forget him, even when I sleep. I feel like I'm suffocating. I feel forgotten and unloved. at least when I was younger, I had family, now I don't have anyone.
I hate the fakeness of carrying on and pretending I feel ok but I couldn't have it any other way. I feel I have a magnet to getting hurt and that I don't deserve it to change.
but most of all, it's the guilt.
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