Why Did it Have to Change?
I don't know if its since I wanted to accept that what they did and help myself but I can no longer bare anything more than a hug. When I first met my partner things were different. I wasn't scared but reckless, care free. Gosh, now I can't walk into a packed room. I used to sing in places a lot more, I'd play sports, I could argue back. Things were worse then too.
I can see there faces just about and hear my step dad asking for all their money. I can feel the water suffocating me as he holds me under. I can smell his stupid fisherman smell. But worse right now, I feel them.