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Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
I just want to feel like a normal kid. I want to be able to play with people from my class. I'd love for my mum to come to parent's evening or even remember to buy food for the fridge. I mean she isn't a bad mum but I do wish things were different. I don't want to tip toe around not knowing if its a good day or a bad day. I do know...
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Posted by one.day.   in Here and Now - my story, Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
I wish things could be different, I wish I could hear you, watch you grow. I take comfort in knowing you and being looked after by my big sister in a better place. I bet you are a spolit little thing, dressed head to toe in pink and repeating god only knows what swears that fall out of my sisters mouth. I hope you know you were loved and still...
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The good and the bad

16 December 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
I just needed remind myself of some good things right now :)/>/>

Things that help me sometimes:
* Playing the guitar
* looking back at happy photographs
* sewing
* make overs
* bubbly baths
* writing alternate endings to bad dreams
* volunteering
* just going out, even if I don't want to, feels like I've achieved something
* being near...
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Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
Arghhh!! So angry and disgusted at how people's minds work! At work today, a guy decided to tell me anyone who commits or tries su, deserves what they get alongside those who crash their cars. I'm so quiet but I hit the roof.

Broken ankle or not! How dare he say that? I know he doesn't know me but that is so...
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Alone

08 December 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
I'm so low right now. I wish I could could escape for just a couple of hours. Feel happy and confident like I did before. I want a happy ending but I know deep down, I don't deserve one.

I've lost everyone. I didn't know how loneliness actually felt until now. I lost my home, my partner, my family. I don't know where this...
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He Had no Name

01 December 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
When my sister, brother and I were out on the streets. We started out happy. We had favourite haunts, one being the beach band stand. Their was a roof and enough shelter from the weather. No one questioned our absence. We had each other, we felt safer than ever.

Once we met a man who looked hardened and aged by the streets. He had been drinking...
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I'm Sorry

01 December 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
How can I live knowing you aren't here? To have the physical scars but nothing to show, no one to hold. To fantasize of our life, to know it could have changed. To share a love, a bond but unrequited at the time. To know I never met you but you already knew me. To understand your innocent heart beating but to ignore and hurt you. To let him...
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