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the sea

30 November 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
The oscillating movement of the waves, reaching the shore. Rapidly retreating. As if to display the dominance by concealing the beauty underneath. The repetitive motion, eroding stone memories, degrading the image. Coarse and bold, they once stood. Now, golden particles unite, amalgamate against their suffocation. Transform. A cycle unable to be...
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Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story
When I found my sister lying their everything stopped. I saw the story in slow motion.

I remember coming home from school, I had brought back food and clothes and my grading sheet. I was so excited and thought nicola would be so happy. I burst through the front door. The house was ransacked. The first thing I thought is that my step father had...
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Droplets in a Spider's Web

27 November 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
A visit back to my hometown today. No words right now. Miss my sister so much right now. :candle:/>/> Just some ramblings to keep the hurt away.

A simple monosyllabic tone echoes throughout. The cry of a runaway against the prevailing winds and rain. She is alone in her time to fight. She must lose her sense of normality. She must not be in...
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Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
mirror mirror on the wall
why wont you lie to me?
you leave me in a state of appall
when i hurt, i beg, i plea
for my reflection not to hurt
the reasoning for my disconcert

I just seem to hate everything about me. From how I look, speak and act. I know I should be happy with who I am. I get teary just thinking about it. I hate it. The worse...
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Its just going all wrong.

21 November 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
I can't seem to do anything right these days. My ex boyfriend and I are now on speaking terms. I know what he did was wrong and that I shouldn't go back. I have propally made things worse by keeping in contact but I can't cut him out. His mother rings asking how I am and that he loves me with all my heart. This makes things so hard. I...
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Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
I’ve struggled to speak out. I think if I am able to write some of what has happened, there could be hope that I will eventually say something aloud. I didn't finish it, I'm not in that place yet to be able to. I'm so very sorry that someone might read this but also very thankful at the same time. I've never seen everything in...
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Posted by one.day.   in Its all in the Past? - my story, Rambles
The big brother role of c was lost. We slipped up when taking things and making home, we stayed in one place too long. C was making money but it was just getting spent on drugs. People would come looking for us and me or n would be beaten up if he couldn't be found.

We never left a place without him. Some days we would get desperate and...
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Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
I don't know if anyone saw Jeremy Kyle today but there was a story about 3 girls trashing a grave. A grave for a baby who never made it into this world. I had never thought people would be that heartless and disgusting. It triggered me into writing an imaginary letter to the person who tried to destroy the grave and memory of my brother.
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Good times gone bad

04 November 2012
Posted by one.day.   in Rambles
My head is spinning.

So… last night, I thought I would do something a little crazy. I decided to accept a little job at singing in the pubs – what I didn’t know is that I would be on stage in front of hundreds at a charity event. Panic, is not even the word to describe what was going through my head. I just wanted to be sick! Though, the...
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