Here soon just in a few weeks...my mind
It races, the crusifiction of myself on
Brain, like they are trying to somehow
Punish me, and here I think maybe I've
Just got to much on my mind in the not
Understanding the system. How I wish,
I could take back the pain I finailly
Realized how I began obessesed in...
What happen to safe words? This is something that has been on my mind
For a while, as contemplating what it means to be a women in this world,
Taught from birth, to seek prince charming, that sex and love intimacy,
Is all suppose to mean something in which you are suppose to feel,
Cared about and loved, yet boys are taught...
I am kind of worried that there are no laws out there protect women from becoming victims of pornography. This worries me very deeply and with the lack of regulation this allows for women to be abuse and exploited. Our politicians and police and even the justice system isn't taken any steps in trying to prevent or bring justice to women i...
It took months, even years, after to begin
To the feel the darkness of the internal
Sight of myself, as I lost my own conscious awarness,
Years began to pass and I couldn't even
Recognized the face that shared back, held,
Prescriptions as to what began this existence.
This time around I felt the pain, not the
A second without worries or doubts,
Within which slowly deep down,
Releasing the past, not holding onto
The pain, regrets, or judgments
One carries through the years, for a
Moment at some point today,
Allowing the self afiling prophecy slowly,
Lose its grip as in the moment, each
Day growing the contentment in twined
It began as a child, I was 4 and had a uncle, (who is still married to my aunt) who abused me as a child. I don't remember much of the abuse, there are memories that come back, and intrusive thoughts I tried to block out of my head. As a k...