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I hate dating...

Posted by paintinblue2013 , 14 December 2012 · 74 views

Sometimes I really think Ill be alone for the rest of my life. Dating is always so hard. I seem to always allow myself to sleep with someone and its always the same thing. They never seem to want to date me or want a relationship with me and just use me for sex. This is so hurtful. Even after time and time and time of making my intention clear and stating what I need I feel like I am always hurt and lied to. They say everything I want to hear and than as soon as I sleep with them they want nothing to do with me. I just so tired it... and when you abused it just makes it all the worse. I can't control the tension feelings for the clinglyness, or wanting to feel the affection and love back. It just hurts so much... and no matter how much I try to verbalize what I need and want it never comes through... I just feel so hopeless.. and like there is something wrong with me.

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