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Just putting it out there...

30 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
I learned a lot of lessons about what love is not. I don’t know if I have really every loved someone, or if maybe it was thought of being in love that made it special. I haven’t a had a lot of relationships and never once through my childhood thinking did I think that trying to find love, is harder than the movies portray and that life its self...
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Jealous

27 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
I often get jealous of other girls, the ones that seem to have the perfect life, I know everyone has had there struggles but I envy the people with supportive families. People who are there for them 100% of the time. People who have never really had it hard. I know life isn't fair, but sometimes I just feel like its way beyond that....... I...
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Why it is so easy?

27 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
This has been on my mind alot. I've been trying to educate myself in how rape works, side effects, and commonalities with other women how have been raped, and I still don't understand why not enough is being done to prevent rape. People act like its about attractions, but its not, (those people who say women shouldn't dress a certain...
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Rape was a penalty punishable by death in the Old Testament. In Deuteronomy 22:25-27 it is written that “if in the open country a man meets a young woman who is betrothed, and the man seizes her and lies with her, then only the man who lay with her shall die. But you shall do nothing to the young woman; she has committed no offense punishable by...
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Help GIRLS

21 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Hey Girls,

I am kind of worried that there are no laws out there protect women from becoming victims of pornography. This worries me very deeply and with the lack of regulation this allows for women to be abuse and exploited. Our politicians and police and even the justice system isn't taken any steps in trying to prevent or bring justice to...
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The culture of Sex....

18 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Denial is the worst part, especially self denial, as you can't not comprehended how you said no and still your boundaries so broken. I find it disturbing that men are taught to treat women like a commodity and disregard them when they say no. They get mad and pissed off, and they completely write you off as a person if you don’t want to engage...
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I hate dating...

14 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Sometimes I really think Ill be alone for the rest of my life. Dating is always so hard. I seem to always allow myself to sleep with someone and its always the same thing. They never seem to want to date me or want a relationship with me and just use me for sex. This is so hurtful. Even after time and time and time of making my intention clear and...
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Losing Yourself

04 December 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
The depression never took right away
It took months, even years, after to begin
To the feel the darkness of the internal
Sight of myself, as I lost my own conscious awarness,
Years began to pass and I couldn't even
Recognized the face that shared back, held,
Prescriptions as to what began this existence.

This time around I felt the pain, not...
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Today give yourself a moment
A second without worries or doubts,
Within which slowly deep down,
Releasing the past, not holding onto
The pain, regrets, or judgments
One carries through the years, for a
Moment at some point today,
Allowing the self afiling prophecy slowly,
Lose its grip as in the moment, each
Day growing the contentment in...
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