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Addiction

Posted by paintinblue2013 , 27 November 2013 · 132 views

Though the addiction has become real to me. In realizing that I began using just to use not even suppress anything. Not anymore, it has just been my excuse to get high. I do not want to be an addict any more. and with this I have realized that the only that I would really begin to heal and move forward with my life is giving up the one thing that I though...


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They Covered it Up

Posted by paintinblue2013 , 15 November 2013 · 227 views

One thing that has become really real to me these last few weeks is my addiction to pot. I started smoking weed when I was 16 as a way to deal. It was my crutch as it help me not spiral down the bulimia path which was my other method in means of coping. Coping with my family abuse and dysfunction and the sexual abuse.
 
My sister and I get into arg...


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Jumbled

Posted by paintinblue2013 , 05 November 2013 · 115 views

I have been in a relationship since April. I love this man, and I really believe he loves me but sometimes I think I overwhelm him. I get compulsive, to the point I had to shut off my texting on my phone so that I would stop. I so clingy and I know I overwhelm him. Though hes still here. I often try so hard to push him away...and lately I feel so jumbled...





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