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Feeling a Little Brighter :)

26 November 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
I finially talked to my parents over this thanksgiving weekend. It was really nice!! My dad told me that he doesn't think I'm crazy. Nor does he think Im a liar, it was so nice to hear that from my dad. It really meant alot to me that he believes me. Even talked to my mother, who was supportive, I appologized to her for our last...
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Doing the Right thing....

20 November 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
I just don't get it... I don't get why I am being punished? My whole life, I always thought about others tried to make others people lives easier to do what is right. Held morals, followed ethics, and I am being punished? I don't get it, haven't I suffered enough. I never once threaten the guy that raped me, I never did or was...
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Another day....

19 November 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Today has been a better day than it was last week. Im still feeling down, but my heart feels a little lighter. I have court in to days for the judge assignment. I haven't been able to sleep. Even though I went to bed at 7:30. I think the depression is kicking in again. Somedays its stronger than others. I still feel so hurt, and no good. it...
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Just lacking Hope

16 November 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Im feeling extra down today.. I don't know if it cus it is closer to the court date, or maybe just the holidays. I just feel so hurt. Hurt by my family, that they don't support me, or are there for me. I am hurt by society and the way rape victims are treated. I hate feeling like I did something wrong. I feel so miserable. I often just...
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Heres my Story

15 November 2012
Posted by paintinblue2013  
Here is the sum of my story... This may sound really stupid, but I've been raped four times in one life time.
It began as a child, I was 4 and had a uncle, (who is still married to my aunt) who abused me as a child. I don't remember much of the abuse, there are memories that come back, and intrusive thoughts I tried to block out of my...
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