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Nothing really.

Posted by MissHannah , 19 September 2012 · 61 views

All i want to do tonight is cry. Im tired, physically and emotionally. I don't want to go to bed again, which means my bf had to bed alone again. I can't be there though, i don't know why.

Uugghh i have my first appoiontment with a counseller tomorrow, im nervous about this and just going in general. I struggle with going out alot of the time...


Everything i want to hide from (tw for csa, r and swearing)

Posted by MissHannah , 18 September 2012 · 94 views

TW for CSA, r**e and partner SA.

I came accross this site looking for support as i am just begginning to try and deal with the things the CSA had left me with. At first i felt like i had a small weight off my shoulders. Its only taken 10 years. Then i realised i've done exactly the same thing with other things as i did with this. Ive avoided thinki...



Posted by MissHannah , 11 September 2012 · 58 views

After another sleepless night, from which im still awake i decided to go for a walk this morning. Clear my mind, get some fresh air is what i thought. How wrong was i.

I was proud of myself for a short while, going out anywhere even just leaving my flat is a massive challenge for me. I fought with myself, telling myself prove you can do it imagaine how...


First time blogging, bear wih me.

Posted by MissHannah , 10 September 2012 · 61 views

Like it says this is the first time i've done this. Im not entirely sure why i am, just for myself so if no one wants to read thats fine. This may be all over the place ramblings, i just want to get some stuff out. Sorry its so long.

It seems to be the story of my life, i agree to do things or go places and 9 times out 10 i back out. I want to and...

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