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Morning.

01 April 2013

Posted by MissHannah

So yesterday I went to see my mum at hospital, she seems like she's doing ok considering. It's looking like she might be there a bit longer than we had thought. She seemed to be really pleased with her present and another patient commented on it.

I have rearranged when my friend comes up, it was going to be last night but I didn't...

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better

30 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

Last night was hard, but my friend stayed up til she fell asleep with her phone in her hand, texting me. It made be so much lese lonely. She is so wonderful. I'm sending her and my cousin letters.

In bed, just had some milk and the limited edition snickers, yum. :cuppa:

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Made my mum a care package to take to her tomorrow. A book, kinder...

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New to me

29 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

I'm feeling overwhlemed at peoples kindness to me. It's making me want to cry.

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Just my life..

28 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

I had nice time with my boyfriend yesterday, we ordered a pizza, watched brave but kept falling asleep so missed all of it but nevermind :daisy:

/>. The friend I have coming up on Monday, we have been texting more and keeping touch which is great

/>. I'm so hoping to meet up with my other friend, we are both nervous but hoping we can get out...

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02.02

25 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

I have alot to talk I see I need to be talking more. Sharing here especially :metoyou:

/>/>. I had a hard day, while waiting for my boyfriend to come home I started having flashbacks and I feel shy saying this but I'm proud that I looked after myself. I just got into bed, which has nice clean sheets on it and slept til he got home. We made a...

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Saturday

23 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

Yesterday's therpay went well. A is really pleased at the progress. We spoke about sme different distraction methods I can use but made sure there some to use in different situations. It will be about 2 weeks before I see her again I think. When I do, we have come with a plan for that appointment. I'll go down and meet her, try a walk we...

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Beliefs.

18 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

Since starting to work on myself and my healing I’m questioning what I believe in. I wasn’t raised with a religion, neither of my parents had specific believes. I haven’t ever really questioned that much and haven’t really believed in anything. I have had experiences that make me wonder about things. I believe there is something, I don’t know what...

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Three pm

17 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

I have been getting overwhelmed lately. I remind myself I need balance and that I'm not a bad person though I don't always believe myself.

Getting my life back on track terrifies me, what if I can't manage. It's easier being broken, that way no one can criticise me because I do it myself. I feel guilty for not feeling great all...

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Happy :)

15 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

Yesterday I had the group. It went so much better than I coukd have expected. The ladies are so lovely, we all seemed to gel quite quickly. One of them complimented me and another went out of her way to say bye to me. I have had such a bad experience with females, I need to remeber they aren't all the same. I think I could make some friends...

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Positive things.

10 March 2013

Posted by MissHannah

I'm trying to make this a habit, listing all of the things that I'm grateful for and starting to enjoy.

Drinking tea and reading poetry
Sharing secrets
Making new friends
Opening up to old ones
Reconnecting with family
My cat
Having a boyfriend who loves me
Having a guilt free orgasm :yahoo: