How I'm doing
Group definitely got me thinking yesterday, the subject was intimate relationships. I know its common to feel tired or drained afterwards which I did, also a bit down but I know that's just things being processed and I'm learning. I keep wanting to take something I said back, logically it's a confidence thing. I had to explain my point so then I started thinking maybe this doesn't make sense. Later it fitted into everything and was validated by someone else I guess. As one of the psychologist's pointed out, there aren't right or wrong answers, it's about the person. There have been so many times my opinion has come into question and I'm learning my voice is as important as theirs. I can say that, maybe I'll start believing it. The women and staff are just great, at times it's challenging but so so worth it.
This Sunday it's my 20th birthday />. On Saturday night my boyfriend and I are going to lots of things to make it a movie night that's fun. The friend who was going to come can't now but I don't mind really, me, my bf and cat and I'm happy lol.
Took a step forward and invited my Dad, Brother and Sister in law round for lunch next weekend. Nervous as anything but I know I'll be glad I done it. Better decide what to cook ?
Feeling quite good today. Oh and I had my boyfriend post my letter to the female RAF soldier who I'm writing to now, I sent my first response to her. I loved receiving it as she had decorated it and put things in with it />. It will be nice to be able to the same when I get to know her. Just the process of sitting down and writing is really helpful to me, and hand written letters make me feel good lol. That someone took the time to do it for you. Who doesn't like snail mail />