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I've been sitting here thinking back to a few years ago, at school.
Theres alot i could go into, but i won't. I had a shit time pretty much sums it up for now.
I was thinking about times things were said to me or i was told to do things by certain teachers, i'd get this frustration quickly build up to the point i felt like i was going to cry because of it.
I wondered why these things bothered me so much, because these things were wrong.
She HAS to talk to the counselloer.
She HAS to tell us what's wrong.
You HAVE to talk.
This isn't up to.
You don't have a choice.
Your a child.
Shut up.
Saying i have to talk is forcing me. I can't take that feeling. Im not allowed to talk, thats why im being a bitch to you. Im fucking angry. Now i realise, not at you. But because things you say give me bad feelings and now i understand why. Him. I can't talk.
This isn't up to you - I thought i had my choices back.
Your a child - Please don't call me that. Being a child, to me hurts. It scares me, that means it doesn't matter what i say you won't listen. I don't want to be that child.
Shut up - Not much i can say about that.
It isn't really about schoool so much, its about me understanding some feelings from the past i suppose and realising some triggers i think.
I might delete this.
Im not sure why im writing it, i started and this is what came out..
Theres alot i could go into, but i won't. I had a shit time pretty much sums it up for now.
I was thinking about times things were said to me or i was told to do things by certain teachers, i'd get this frustration quickly build up to the point i felt like i was going to cry because of it.
I wondered why these things bothered me so much, because these things were wrong.
She HAS to talk to the counselloer.
She HAS to tell us what's wrong.
You HAVE to talk.
This isn't up to.
You don't have a choice.
Your a child.
Shut up.
Saying i have to talk is forcing me. I can't take that feeling. Im not allowed to talk, thats why im being a bitch to you. Im fucking angry. Now i realise, not at you. But because things you say give me bad feelings and now i understand why. Him. I can't talk.
This isn't up to you - I thought i had my choices back.
Your a child - Please don't call me that. Being a child, to me hurts. It scares me, that means it doesn't matter what i say you won't listen. I don't want to be that child.
Shut up - Not much i can say about that.
It isn't really about schoool so much, its about me understanding some feelings from the past i suppose and realising some triggers i think.
I might delete this.
Im not sure why im writing it, i started and this is what came out..
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