All i can say for now
I sit down, to try and get some of this shit out of my head but i can't. Im getting stuck, i can't find any words. Theres so much i want to say. It doesn't matter if i can't start.
This is frustrating.
Im tired of today, im tired of this. I can't let any tears out. Im sick of being pathetic. I want to be a person, all i am is a mess.
It doesn't make sense he still wants me.
This is all i'll ever be. Depressed. Lonely. Scared. Ashamed. Never fucking good enough. Ever.
Why is anyone still interested, i'll never add anything positive to anyones life.
Im sick of this !