Scared of how i've been feeling.
I haven't felt like this in quite a while..It scares me when i do.
The last two nights, seemingly out of no where really i've been having some strong SU feelings. I don't feel like i'd act on any of these feelings, it scares me when i start feeling like i just don't care. This was the case last night, i felt like i really didn't care much.
I don't want to go back to that mind set. I've been there before. I don't feel like i really know how to deal with these feelings though.
Today so far so good, well good might be an over statement but bettter than last night anyway. I felt like i had alot to get out, it seems to have gotten stuck somewhere though.
I think i'll come back and try again later, feeling pretty numb at the moment.