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Hmm..

09 October 2012
Posted by MissHannah  
I've been sitting here thinking back to a few years ago, at school.

Theres alot i could go into, but i won't. I had a shit time pretty much sums it up for now.

I was thinking about times things were said to me or i was told to do things by certain teachers, i'd get this frustration quickly build up to the point i felt like i was...
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It was bound to happen

08 October 2012
Posted by MissHannah  
Tonight i fucked up, tonight i was selfish. Tonight part of me doesn't care.

I hurt myself, not badly, for the the first time in over a year. Im hiding it from P.

That i feel bad for, i feel guilty for hiding it. I don't want him to know. He's the only reason i really feel bad about it.

I want to talk to someone, who understands....
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All i can say for now

07 October 2012
Posted by MissHannah  
tw* swearing


I sit down, to try and get some of this shit out of my head but i can't. Im getting stuck, i can't find any words. Theres so much i want to say. It doesn't matter if i can't start.

This is frustrating.

Im tired of today, im tired of this. I can't let any tears out. Im sick of being pathetic. I want to be a...
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Posted by MissHannah  
**Tw for SU





I haven't felt like this in quite a while..It scares me when i do.

The last two nights, seemingly out of no where really i've been having some strong SU feelings. I don't feel like i'd act on any of these feelings, it scares me when i start feeling like i just don't care. This was the case last night, i felt...
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Posted by MissHannah  
*Tw, one swear word, one mention of d****h





Dear S,

When you told me what little M had managed to say, my heart sank. I was surprised you did, we hadn't seen each other since we were little. Maybe just because he has been a part of both of our lives, maybe you just needed to say it to someone.
I can't bare the thought of it, of him...
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