do i really matter?
The sound of silence fills my lips.
I don't know where to run or hide, as the time passes by.
NO record of anything i can find, Its like i never mattered.
people in my life just live their lives and I'm screaming inside.
I don't know where to run or hide and the pain fills up inside.
I called cps and there no record of me. Did they not bother to check?
They have record of my sister and brother.. they were not hurt it was me.
why cant i see?
why cant i see the court documents?
they said it was not for me it was for them?
so where was my court documents?
there were none, i just found out.
it never made it there.
do i really even matter?
its like there saying GO AHEAD AND RAPE HER, DO WHAT YOU WANT, YOU WONT GET IN TROUBLE, HERE WE"LL HAND YOU HER SISTER.