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Too much

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 11 February 2014 · 94 views

I just wanted to be happy,
Taken care of,
Loved unconditionally,
No fuss.
Fall deep into the arms of safety,
Is that too much to want?
Ask?
Accept?
I feel like I'm being swallowed by the darkness again.
It's simply too much.
Let me just love him!
Why does that have to be a big deal too??
Aren't i tortured enough??
It's simply too much.
It's just too much.


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I don't know

Posted by Simpletruth , 11 February 2014 · 72 views

I don't know what to do.
I'm trying,
Gosh I'm trying,
So hard,
But the tears are there,
Lingering behind.
I don't know.
Today was hard.
Too hard.
I'm dying...


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Pain

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 11 February 2014 · 82 views

Because swallowed in the darkness is easier.
"His wife"
I'm learning now how marriage comes first and children come second,
If they come at all.
If they come at all...
Sigh.
Deep in the recesses,
I commit to this,
To nothingness.
To pain.
Because I know no other route.
It gets worse from here,
Don't commit to the tears,
The fear is already too much to han...





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