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Timers

Posted by Simpletruth , 12 August 2013 · 67 views

Everything is timed.
Can be timed.
Will be timed.
You're all going to leave,
Tick tock,
I better prep the goodbye message.


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come here (tw for content)

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 50 views

This is my secret message to you.
Come here,
Now.
Let's go to a hotel.
Let's not sleep.
Im tired,
So distract me.
Let's get high,
And drunk,
And high again.
Then we'll press buttons,
Till they stay on.
Why not?
I don't want to care right now.
Maybe ever.


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Healthy Cursing. tw for cursing

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 60 views

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck them.
Fuck you.
Fuck her.
Fuck him.
Fuck people.
Fuck CAPE.
Fuck me.
Fuck everything.
Fuck life.
Fuck suicide.
Fuck it.
Fuck it all.


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I quit

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 50 views

Im so tired.
So hurt.
So tired.
Can I repeat that?
Please?
Im tired.
Im hurt.
I want out.
Please get me out.
Please.
Please.
Im dying.
Im dying so much.
That doesn't even make sense?
But what the hell


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This is unsettling.

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 38 views

I miss you.
It's uncanny how much.
It's weird how much.
I care too much.
I care so much.
It scares me.
Because if fear being in too deep,
Before you've even left the shore.
*crosses fingers*
No wait.
Scratch that.
If you think this is God,
I'll bite.
=|


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Turning tables

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 48 views

If pushed.
It's like a revolving door.
But it turns.
Then again, maybe I shouldn't push.
Maybe.
But then again,
You're in my head.
You're in my mind.
And I will not let you in my heart.
Not now.
Not yet.
I don't even know.
I'd die for those words.
I'd do anything for them.
Anything.
Anything.
Sigh.
I'm sorry that I'm ad...


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God.

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 07 August 2013 · 43 views

S: God?
S: Are you mad at me?
G: I'm not mad, I'm disappointed.
S : why?
G: because you tried to let him help you, but you won't let me.
S: you didn't seem to care about the sexual stuff.
G: you didn't ask. I'm here for you.
S: where were you then? I'm so mad and hurt.
G: I know that you are. I was there.
S: then why didn'...


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Tasting yesterday (tw for sexual content):

Posted by Simpletruth , 07 August 2013 · 53 views

You tasted yesterday,
Today.
You looked at my past and then you said that you'd be here.
You looked me in my eyes.
I wasn't an object this time.
I wasn't a toy.
You laid between my legs and you reminded me that I wasn't dead.
That if someone cared enough,
They could turn my broken cells,
On.
Thank you.
I needed to be reminded that it's...


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Out.

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 58 views

I told you that it wouldn't be okay.
I didn't know you'd be the cause.
Just like yesterday.
You're already fading.


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Right.

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 53 views

Here they come,
Here they go.
Here lies everything I tried.
I'm too flawed,
I told you as much,
Now I just wish that I'd died.
You brand me as everyone else.
I accept you as you are,
And then you left,
Thanks for seeing nothing but scars.
Welcome to the last straw?
I don't even know anymore.






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