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Love meets infatuation (tw for explicit language)

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 29 July 2013 · 64 views

We kissed.
But it wasnt just kissing.
It was all out,
Full fledged,
Soft lips,
Heart throbbing,
Open palm,
And I craved you closer,
And you pulled me closer,
And now I'm scared.
You made all these promises,
You said you loved me,
And then you cried,
The truth overwhelmed you.
What the hell am I doing?
I want to have sex.
I want it over and d...


Ditching forever (tw for language):

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 24 July 2013 · 58 views

I want to ditch you.
And you.
Maybe not you.
But everything is debatable.
My whole life is a variable.
I want to be drunk.
Or maybe not that far gone,
I just want to quit sitting in the bubble of regretful mourning,
And cross over into the illusion of fun,
I'll do anything for illusions any day,
Easier than abandoning ideas of safety,
And succumbing t...


Fading :

Posted by Simpletruth , 24 July 2013 · 56 views

I'm fading into the darkness.
It's so hard to fight it.
I want to succumb to the pain,
I don't want to feel anything,
I hate being numb,
Please just clock me out,
Hang me high and dry,
Drive me to the edge,
Push me through those doors.
And I'm falling,
Faster into the abyss.
Maybe I can't avoid the...


Aaron's Contract

Posted by Simpletruth , 19 July 2013 · 62 views

I, Aaron Acosta, hereby solemnly swear on this day Friday 19th July, 2013 that I shall no longer participate in the recreational use of marijuana, also known as weed, kush and by all it's other names, in any form or fashion including food, smoking and any other forms of consumption. I make this promise before God and my friend Sadie Isidore, to whom I...



Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 15 July 2013 · 86 views

I'm infested with some sort of sick desire to be held by the one that hurts.
I'm infested by some sort of sick illusion, that the pain inside me is worth it.
I don't want to care,
I don't want to feel,
No one's coming back,
Nope, this isn't real,
Get a box of matches,
Trim it tried and true,
Burn the world down slowly,
That sounds...



Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 15 July 2013 · 56 views

Well I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that he's there and I'm here,
I'm sorry that I feel this way,
I'm sorry.
But I'm tired.
Oh so tired.
I just can do this.
I'm tired.
Too tired to this anymore.



Posted by Simpletruth , 11 July 2013 · 60 views

I'm probably over thinking,
Over reacting,
Hated and hurting.
And I know that I can't call,
And I shouldn't entertain.
But please God make it stop.
My heart hurts.


An ode to confusion (3):

Posted by Simpletruth , 09 July 2013 · 59 views

Twas a choice,
But was it really?
Or had the decision been this way from the very beginning?
If this was usage,
My heart sends out the never ending adage,
"I'm sorry"
And we were content to use,
Two hearts deep in the pain of abandonment and hurt,
And we were content to kiss,
To pretend that tomorrow didn't exist,
And tiptoe around the pa...


An ode to confusion (2):

Posted by Simpletruth , in Uncategorized, Poetry 02 July 2013 · 89 views

O confusion,
Dear and disturbed,
Why do you fill my heart so?
I'd like to be rid,
Of the quarrel within,
But you propel me further on,
and on it goes.
Will this ever happen?
Will it ever occur?
Will I wait in vain for sorrow?
Will I wait in vain for pain?
Will the laughter of the millions mock me audibly,
While I hang my head in shame.
Will I chide my...


An ode to confusion

Posted by Simpletruth , in Poetry, Personal 02 July 2013 · 75 views

I heard your voice streaming through the waves of distance.
But the speckled sounds contained more than the semantics of verbatim.
Emotions that lay dormant,
Patted firmly into ice cubes of remorse,
Began to melt,
And there I felt,
How could love so permanent, so pure, so green,
Turn into a babbling mess of anecdotes and agreements?
Was I so desp...

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