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Stupid tw

Posted by Simpletruth , 25 February 2014 · 57 views

Stupid fool.
No joy,
I will take it.
No pills.
None.
You will have it taken.
Cut me open.
Cut me.


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I did it.

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 February 2014 · 53 views

I applied to university.
I did.
And I am so proud.


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Confused

Posted by Simpletruth , 18 February 2014 · 60 views

I'm tired and confused.
It's like staring,
It's pretending,
And now it's like I'm being ignored.
Maybe I ignored you too?
Nope, I didn't...
Sigh.
Forget it.


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Too much

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 11 February 2014 · 63 views

I just wanted to be happy,
Taken care of,
Loved unconditionally,
No fuss.
Fall deep into the arms of safety,
Is that too much to want?
Ask?
Accept?
I feel like I'm being swallowed by the darkness again.
It's simply too much.
Let me just love him!
Why does that have to be a big deal too??
Aren't i tortured enough??
It's simply too much.
It's just too much.


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I don't know

Posted by Simpletruth , 11 February 2014 · 51 views

I don't know what to do.
I'm trying,
Gosh I'm trying,
So hard,
But the tears are there,
Lingering behind.
I don't know.
Today was hard.
Too hard.
I'm dying...


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Pain

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 11 February 2014 · 55 views

Because swallowed in the darkness is easier.
"His wife"
I'm learning now how marriage comes first and children come second,
If they come at all.
If they come at all...
Sigh.
Deep in the recesses,
I commit to this,
To nothingness.
To pain.
Because I know no other route.
It gets worse from here,
Don't commit to the tears,
The fear is already too much to han...


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Broken tw

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 10 February 2014 · 85 views

I have nothing.
I'm a dirty fool,
Still convinced that everyone deserves better,
Still trying to convince myself that I'm worthy of being happy.
Still having every side pushing at me,
Pressing at me,
But never in my direction.
Great dreams,
Too many?
Pursuing something?
Too much in one day.
Perfectionist?
Anything will do.
Doubtful?
Unwarranted confidence...


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Seriously mother? Tw

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 10 February 2014 · 46 views

Money?
It's about money?
Fuck you.
Fuck it.
You're so wrapped up in your own stupidity that you don't even see me...
Your ONLY child.
I could be happy for the rest of my fucking life!
But you know what,
If I marry him,
Or when I marry him,
He will buy me the biggest fucking ring that you have ever seen...
Screw you.


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Seriously mother? Tw

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 10 February 2014 · 43 views

Money?
It's about money?
Fuck you.
Fuck it.
You're so wrapped up in your own stupidity that you don't even see me...
Your ONLY child.
I could be happy for the rest of my fucking life!
But you know what,
If I marry him,
Or when I marry him,
He will buy me the biggest fucking ring that you have ever seen...
Screw you.


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Seriously mother? Tw

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 10 February 2014 · 43 views

Money?
It's about money?
Fuck you.
Fuck it.
You're so wrapped up in your own stupidity that you don't even see me...
Your ONLY child.
I could be happy for the rest of my fucking life!
But you know what,
If I marry him,
Or when I marry him,
He will buy me the biggest fucking ring that you have ever seen...
Screw you.






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