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Two words

06 October 2012
Posted by Simpletruth   in Personal
Two words.
They resonate repeatedly.
Over and over.
Over and over.
Im petrified of them.
I'm scared.
I'm scared.
Two words.
Two words.
Just two words. :(

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Posted by Simpletruth   in Personal
What does this even mean??
I'm scared and confused and overwhelmed.
It cannot possibly be true.
Can it?

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Sorry

23 August 2012
Posted by Simpletruth   in Personal
He tickled me.
It was uncontrollable.
It was fun.
But then I wanted him to stop.
But I couldn't do it properly.
I can still feel his hands.
I know that I shouldn't.
I'm sorry.

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Part 1

23 August 2012
Posted by Simpletruth   in My story
My story (part1)

I was about 7.
I was over by this lady from church and I was in her sons room.
We were playing on hissed when he held up the sheet and we pulled it over our heads.
It was hot, and it felt tense.
We had agreed that I would be the mom and he would be the dad.
Then we just leaned in and pecked each other slightly on the lips...
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Worthless

23 August 2012
Posted by Simpletruth   in Personal
Forget it all.
Just forget it.
I hate myself.
So much.
I abhor who I am.
Sigh

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Silence

22 August 2012
Posted by Simpletruth   in Personal

I feel voiceless.
Completely alone.
Abandoned.
Confused.
Rejected an alone.
I feel unloved and abused and disgusted with myself.
I feel guilty Ike I complain too much anyway.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that this post makes so sense.
I just needed to get it out.

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