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Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 11 November 2013 · 117 views

It didn't go away.
It's there,
Bubbling beneath the surface.
The pain,
The hell,
The screams,
The confusion,
The fear.
And every time I forget to take my medication,
I remember,
I realize
And it scars the hell out if me.
I'm petrified.
God forbid I run out.
And then it comes for me.
Then it surrounds and swarms me.
And then it begins to recede.
But it's lies.
It's lies.
There's darkness beneath the surface.
Lots of darkness.
Can someone hug me till this pill kicks in?
Because I'm craving sanity,
And there's a blade that's yelling after me.
Please...
Please...
Brain...leave me the hell alone!
*Screams*



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