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Love meets infatuation (tw for explicit language)

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 29 July 2013 · 55 views

We kissed.
But it wasnt just kissing.
It was all out,
Full fledged,
Soft lips,
Heart throbbing,
Open palm,
And I craved you closer,
And you pulled me closer,
And now I'm scared.
You made all these promises,
You said you loved me,
And then you cried,
The truth overwhelmed you.
What the hell am I doing?
I want to have sex.
I want it over and done.
I'm ruined and tainted,
So I at least want to control that one.
Hug me,
Hold me,
Whisper in my ear,
You're forming words with your lips,
But all I want to hear,
Is safety,
I'm fine,
I'll do anything if you can make all those mine.
You wanted me to say it,
So here I'll type it...'Fuck'
I wish I was brave enough to sleep with you mentally.
To open myself up that way.
Physical stuff is easy,
But vulnerability,
True openness?
That's the real test.

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