It wasn't that bad.
So stop feeling sorry for yourself.
I sit on this forum full of hurt people
And stare at my own hands in disgust.
I'm not ruined enough to fit in here.
I'm not broken enough.
In my own head I'm shattered.
But the comparisons don't add up.
Someone help me,
While I slowly lose my mind,
It's not adding up,
And I'm wasting so much time.
Intense waves of pain,
I can't do this.