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This is unsettling.

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 24 views

I miss you.
It's uncanny how much.
It's weird how much.
I care too much.
I care so much.
It scares me.
Because if fear being in too deep,
Before you've even left the shore.
*crosses fingers*
No wait.
Scratch that.
If you think this is God,
I'll bite.
=|


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Turning tables

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 32 views

If pushed.
It's like a revolving door.
But it turns.
Then again, maybe I shouldn't push.
Maybe.
But then again,
You're in my head.
You're in my mind.
And I will not let you in my heart.
Not now.
Not yet.
I don't even know.
I'd die for those words.
I'd do anything for them.
Anything.
Anything.
Sigh.
I'm sorry that I'm ad...


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God.

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 07 August 2013 · 33 views

S: God?
S: Are you mad at me?
G: I'm not mad, I'm disappointed.
S : why?
G: because you tried to let him help you, but you won't let me.
S: you didn't seem to care about the sexual stuff.
G: you didn't ask. I'm here for you.
S: where were you then? I'm so mad and hurt.
G: I know that you are. I was there.
S: then why didn'...


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Tasting yesterday (tw for sexual content):

Posted by Simpletruth , 07 August 2013 · 35 views

You tasted yesterday,
Today.
You looked at my past and then you said that you'd be here.
You looked me in my eyes.
I wasn't an object this time.
I wasn't a toy.
You laid between my legs and you reminded me that I wasn't dead.
That if someone cared enough,
They could turn my broken cells,
On.
Thank you.
I needed to be reminded that it's...


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Out.

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 43 views

I told you that it wouldn't be okay.
I didn't know you'd be the cause.
Just like yesterday.
You're already fading.


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Right.

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 37 views

Here they come,
Here they go.
Here lies everything I tried.
I'm too flawed,
I told you as much,
Now I just wish that I'd died.
You brand me as everyone else.
I accept you as you are,
And then you left,
Thanks for seeing nothing but scars.
Welcome to the last straw?
I don't even know anymore.


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Red Soldiers

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 43 views

Last time I spoke,
But this time I'll let the red Soldiers carry my pain to the box.
Promise me you'll pretend that you can't see?
My red Soldiers never fail.
I'm dying.
I'm sorry.
But can't you see?
My red Soldiers are walking all over me.


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2:00am (tw for really explicit sexual stuff) :

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal, Poetry 05 August 2013 · 141 views

You keep asking me what I want.
So here it is.
I want soft tender kisses,
Lip kisses,
Neck kisses,
Throat kisses,
Everywhere kisses.
All over.
I want tugging.
Pulling.
Grabbing.
Rough, callous hands.
Smooth, tender eyes.
I don't want sex.
But maybe everything else.
Maybe you can rewrite old wrongs,
With more than just looks.
Maybe we can re-tell the s...


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Sorry

Posted by Simpletruth , 04 August 2013 · 76 views

I'll just keep writing here.
Because my head's in too much turmoil,
I'm hoping that if I write long enough,
Clarity will make it's way to me.
But that's not the way this works,
Is it?
Sigh.


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Torn

Posted by Simpletruth , 04 August 2013 · 31 views

I'll just cry.
Because pain is such a familiar taste.
Gosh, joy, you lasted too long.
Timers.
Am I overreacting?
Sorry.
I'm sorry.
But you're dishonesty can't be accounted for.
I can't control what I don't know.
Lack of control equates fear.
Are you waiting for me?
Because I waited for you?
My walls are up,
Are yours?
I guess that...






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