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Use me:

Posted by Simpletruth , 29 August 2013 · 48 views

See my scars,
That's who I am.
So whip them all away.
See the junk,
Ridicule the skunks inside my closet.
Take it all,
All away.
And help suppress the demons.


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Tired.

Posted by Simpletruth , 28 August 2013 · 46 views

Back to something fun.
Planning for a future I'm afraid of is too stressful.
Sigh


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Flat :

Posted by Simpletruth , 28 August 2013 · 48 views

How many times?
I miss you.
We're just friends,
But can I just pretend...
Sigh.
Everything is all over the place.
And all I want is to fall right off this planet.
Please.
I don't think I can do this anymore.


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It never happened:

Posted by Simpletruth , 27 August 2013 · 47 views

So let's pretend that I dreamt it all,
Right into reality.
This thing is cutting all sides of me.
Snd you stand there,
Poking,
Prodding,
Literally.
Holding,
hugging,
Sympathy.
Stop!
You're the one that got me here.
You're the reason I cracked.
I'm screaming "let me go"
You cracked me.
Please,
Stop,
Let me go.
I'm pretendin...


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Hope vs. Stupidity

Posted by Simpletruth , 25 August 2013 · 38 views

Hope: maybe things will change.
But isn't that stupidity?
They never do.
Hope: things have already changed once, they can change again.
But wasnt that for the worse, and not for the better?
Hope: things were broken to be built on solid foundation.
But what about the rest of stuff?
Is everything meant to be broken?
Hope: One day you'll be singing...


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Hope vs. Stupidity

Posted by Simpletruth , 25 August 2013 · 37 views

Hope: maybe things will change.
But isn't that stupidity?
They never do.
Hope: things have already changed once, they can change again.
But wasnt that for the worse, and not for the better?
Hope: things were broken to be built on solid foundation.
But what about the rest of stuff?
Is everything meant to be broken?
Hope: One day you'll be singing...


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Interested in an outing.

Posted by Simpletruth , 24 August 2013 · 56 views

I tried to last longer.
But I guess that tonight is the night.
Oh well.
I knew I'd reach here eventually.
Your Christianity never loved.
It screamed.


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God. Tw for language.

Posted by Simpletruth , 24 August 2013 · 48 views

I'm not sure how I haven't backslid yet.
What's the point?
What's the damn difference?
A bunch of gibberish that changes nothing.
I'm a cynic.
I'm seeing too much truth,
And there's no 'God' in it.
Where is He when Aidan dies at eight,
When his family cries,
And I contemplate upon how old you have to be to accept Him....


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Tw. Necessary venting.

Posted by Simpletruth , 21 August 2013 · 46 views

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
How dare you?!
We are not invisible!
I spent today wondering whether I could o to university if you died.
I spent today, trying not to cry.
Thanks.
I'm way past affectionate terms.
Way past.
I will not be ignored.
Don't you dare treat me like I'm worthless!
They've already proven that countless times.
I don...


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Sorry:

Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 21 August 2013 · 42 views

Does an apology mend a heart?
A heart deceived.
But yet a heart that believed.
The illusion could only last so long.
And I'm sorry I ruined it,
Even though we both knew it all along.
So I'm sorry that apologies don't ment hearts.
But some times,
The truth does.
Some times.
Maybe,
This time,
It will.






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