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An ode to confusion (3):

Posted by Simpletruth , 09 July 2013 · 47 views

Twas a choice,
But was it really?
Or had the decision been this way from the very beginning?
If this was usage,
My heart sends out the never ending adage,
"I'm sorry"
And we were content to use,
Two hearts deep in the pain of abandonment and hurt,
And we were content to kiss,
To pretend that tomorrow didn't exist,
And tiptoe around the pa...


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An ode to confusion (2):

Posted by Simpletruth , in Uncategorized, Poetry 02 July 2013 · 73 views

O confusion,
Dear and disturbed,
Why do you fill my heart so?
I'd like to be rid,
Of the quarrel within,
But you propel me further on,
and on it goes.
Will this ever happen?
Will it ever occur?
Will I wait in vain for sorrow?
Will I wait in vain for pain?
Will the laughter of the millions mock me audibly,
While I hang my head in shame.
Will I chide my...


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Lonely

Posted by Simpletruth , 02 July 2013 · 48 views

Am I?
Idk.
Can I ramble here?
Is it safe?
Can we make this place safe?
This doesn't make any sense.


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You

Posted by Simpletruth , 01 March 2013 · 45 views

I miss your lips.
I miss your touch.
I miss everything that is male and firm and strong about you.
I miss being in your arms.
Protected.
I'm tired.
I get that I need to learn to live on my own.
But I miss your strength.
I miss you.


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Better.

Posted by Simpletruth , 27 February 2013 · 56 views

Hope really makes people happier.
I woke up with a smile,
For the first time in a while.


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Cut me open?

Posted by Simpletruth , in Uncategorized, Personal 16 January 2013 · 99 views

Just remove all the bad stuff.
The disgusting parts.
The me I hate.
But then again isn't that all the parts?
Sigh.
I hate myself so much.
Disgust seeps through every pore.
And they're angry words.
And mental apologies are generated.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
I'm sorry that I think I'm worthless.
I'm trying so hard to be normal.
So hard.
For...


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Cut me open?

Posted by Simpletruth , in Uncategorized, Personal 16 January 2013 · 72 views

Just remove all the bad stuff.
The disgusting parts.
The me I hate.
But then again isn't that all the parts?
Sigh.
I hate myself so much.
Disgust seeps through every pore.
And they're angry words.
And mental apologies are generated.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
I'm sorry that I think I'm worthless.
I'm trying so hard to be normal.
So hard.
For...


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Confused

Posted by Simpletruth , 15 December 2012 · 62 views

My sexuality is all over the place.
You played with demons.
They played with me.
What was I supposed to do?
I let it slide.
I let it slide.
You were a child.
Somehow that translated into abuse,
Minimized.
You hurt me.
It hurt.
You confused me.
Sigh.






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