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Disappearing...

Posted by Simpletruth , 14 August 2013 · 40 views

From starving to teetering around gluttony.
I'm hungry.
I'm hungry for emotional redemption.
Please feed me.
Please.
Satisfy the desire for something more.
Something brighter than this hole I'm in.
Can that be ordered?
Do they deliver?
Can I sit in?
And ponder?
Am I talking?
Because I want to.
But it's not helping,
And I know that's th...


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Ode to friendship:

Posted by Simpletruth , 14 August 2013 · 36 views

This isn't easy for me either.
But I'm here.
Friends don't leave friends.
So give me some credit.
Don't leave me standing in the snow.
I'm grieving for my future.
I'm grieving for potential lost.
So let's heal hearts.
Let me help.
Let me in.
Forget feelings for the while.
Emotions that are real,
Never leave,
So let's be fri...


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Timers

Posted by Simpletruth , 12 August 2013 · 48 views

Everything is timed.
Can be timed.
Will be timed.
You're all going to leave,
Tick tock,
I better prep the goodbye message.


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come here (tw for content)

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 29 views

This is my secret message to you.
Come here,
Now.
Let's go to a hotel.
Let's not sleep.
Im tired,
So distract me.
Let's get high,
And drunk,
And high again.
Then we'll press buttons,
Till they stay on.
Why not?
I don't want to care right now.
Maybe ever.


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Healthy Cursing. tw for cursing

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 41 views

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck them.
Fuck you.
Fuck her.
Fuck him.
Fuck people.
Fuck CAPE.
Fuck me.
Fuck everything.
Fuck life.
Fuck suicide.
Fuck it.
Fuck it all.


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I quit

Posted by Simpletruth , 10 August 2013 · 32 views

Im so tired.
So hurt.
So tired.
Can I repeat that?
Please?
Im tired.
Im hurt.
I want out.
Please get me out.
Please.
Please.
Im dying.
Im dying so much.
That doesn't even make sense?
But what the hell


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This is unsettling.

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 21 views

I miss you.
It's uncanny how much.
It's weird how much.
I care too much.
I care so much.
It scares me.
Because if fear being in too deep,
Before you've even left the shore.
*crosses fingers*
No wait.
Scratch that.
If you think this is God,
I'll bite.
=|


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Turning tables

Posted by Simpletruth , 08 August 2013 · 29 views

If pushed.
It's like a revolving door.
But it turns.
Then again, maybe I shouldn't push.
Maybe.
But then again,
You're in my head.
You're in my mind.
And I will not let you in my heart.
Not now.
Not yet.
I don't even know.
I'd die for those words.
I'd do anything for them.
Anything.
Anything.
Sigh.
I'm sorry that I'm ad...


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Tasting yesterday (tw for sexual content):

Posted by Simpletruth , 07 August 2013 · 31 views

You tasted yesterday,
Today.
You looked at my past and then you said that you'd be here.
You looked me in my eyes.
I wasn't an object this time.
I wasn't a toy.
You laid between my legs and you reminded me that I wasn't dead.
That if someone cared enough,
They could turn my broken cells,
On.
Thank you.
I needed to be reminded that it's...


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Out.

Posted by Simpletruth , 05 August 2013 · 39 views

I told you that it wouldn't be okay.
I didn't know you'd be the cause.
Just like yesterday.
You're already fading.






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