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What I want right now. (Tw for explicit content)

Posted by Simpletruth , 23 January 2014 · 101 views

I love this forum. What I'm about to honestly write, I couldn't put anywhere else. Or say out loud.
Here it is:
1. An orgasm. I'm quitting running away. I want to feel this properly. And not some clumsy, self inflicted, disgusting video version. The real, clean, mind blowing machine. Lol
2. Alcohol. I want to not count cost or glasses, just drink a bottle...


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Tired

Posted by Simpletruth , 26 December 2013 · 75 views

You are so insensitive.
I was genuinely trying.
I really was.
Next time, just say leave.
No need to help my already malfunctioning brain.
Weather, weather, walk away,
You're a tinge too accurate today.


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Ugh

Posted by Simpletruth , 16 December 2013 · 139 views

Ugh I saw this and I thought :
Really?!
Really?!
Sigh.
I know that's misinterpreting probably.
But it upset me.
Sigh.


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Chewing gum

Posted by Simpletruth , 09 December 2013 · 151 views

And somewhere along these lines,
I figured that I'd have to plough through my head,
And wait for the dread.
The horror.
The disgust.
The eventual tears.
That didn't qualify as the PMSing strife that you blamed all these years.
And goodness,
God knows I'd like to even blame a past,
That is partially responsible for this,
But I can't trust any of this,
Us,...


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Trigger warning. This is a vent.

Posted by Simpletruth , 18 October 2013 · 121 views

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
You're worthless.
You serve as nothing but an arrow to my self esteem.
I'm so damn tired.
And I was fucking trying.
Thanks.
I know I'm worthless.
And ignorant.
And stupid.
And foolish.
And you know what?
So are you?
Fuck you.


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God gave me you:

Posted by Simpletruth , 14 October 2013 · 85 views

Today's fb message :
"Ahhhh!!!!! My bundle of joy. With eyes ever so brown and beautiful, with lips so tender and touch so soft.
Its like heaven on earth has found its way to my heart..... Then there's the mind... Ahhh the mind that can conjure up the solution of a baby's broken heart...... Thats the mind i like even th...


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Church

Posted by Simpletruth , 04 October 2013 · 120 views

Be real.
Learn to forgive.
And I'm standing on the precipice saying,
What if I don't want to,
What if I can't,
What if I can look him in the face,
But I'm still smashing mirrrors,
What if the pain is too great,
What if the scars are too real,
What if the two lines that lie upon my hand,
Are dictating my sanity.
All I really want,
Is love a...


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Conclusions :

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 September 2013 · 87 views

:unsure:
How does the listener learn to speak?
Does she ever?
Or does she overdose on the first chance she gets?
=|


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Space tw

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 September 2013 · 70 views

There isn't enough space in my head.
No there isn't.
Tailspin.
Vent.
Keep going.
Keep at it.
Sigh.
Alone.
And this one occurred by choice.
It's Sunday.
Let them all sleep.
I hate them all.
Perfect little bitches,
and the ones with balance.
And the ones with hills and valleys.
I hate them all.
And I hate cursing.
I hate it.
Sigh.
I don't ha...


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Vent tw for language

Posted by Simpletruth , 22 September 2013 · 62 views

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
I can be as loud as I want.
If you can belittle and act like a fool so can I.
Fuck you.
I know that I was right,
You took the easy way out,
You always do.
Fuck you.
I'm tired.
Fuck you.
Especially you.
All of you.






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