Been a rough few days. It's now been 4 months since that night and my mind has been crowded with horrid memories and flashbacks. I keep telling myself I'm okay and I'm too strong to let this ruin me but man, is it hard. I've been trying to pick a word each day to help me through the day and allow me to grow but these last couple days the only words I seem to have come up with are lost, broken, distraught, confused, hurt.
But today is a new day and I'm ready to feel better about myself. I'm tired of being unhappy, so today's word is smile.
Smile though your heart is breaking, smile because you can, smile because you deserve it, smile because you are you and you are beautiful.