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wen does it end

26 September 2012
Posted by stacyloo  
not bin on here for abit

head gone i cant think straight at all everything gooing round an round in my head jus hurting all the time.

now they starting on me on facebook cos they cant gt to me in person as i av bin put in a safe house my life is well messed up

how can i deal with all this

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lost myself today

10 September 2012
Posted by stacyloo  
today started off good then out of the blue i just lost it felt like i ad nothing to live for my head has gone completely dont kno wat to do, were to go, who to turn to

need to gt away found out today to tht my own mum is still stickin up for one my abusers who is my brother but hates me how does tht wrk out

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well the weekend hits and feel alone

feel like i just want to end my life

bump into one of my abusers

so scared for myself dont kno wat to do he thinks he is so clever

if i end everything i kno they have won an i lose even more cos i lose my daughter who needs me but i cant see a future for me is all i see for myself is fear

i feel empty,...
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Posted by stacyloo  
well the weekend hits and feel alone

feel like i just want to end my life

bump into one of my abusers

so scared for myself dont kno wat to do he thinks he is so clever

if i end everything i kno they have won an i lose even more cos i lose my daughter who needs me but i cant see a future for me is all i see for myself is fear

i feel empty,...
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avoiding conversation

05 September 2012
Posted by stacyloo  
every week i see my counsellor and every week she trys to talk to me about what i have gone threw from being a child to now.

i do everything i can including offering her a brew or playing with my daughter because i cant face the true.

mainly cause i dontt want people judging me and saying am damaged it really gets me down an makes me want to...
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dreams/nightmares/flashbacks

02 September 2012
Posted by stacyloo  
last night i went to bed to sleep

to wake up screaming my head off an in tears

cos i seen everything i ad bin put threw by my abusers clear like it was happening right there and then.

i woke up screaming no no no please dont do that to me please it hurts please please please

my head is well battered now i keep thinkin wat do i do

i felt...
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