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Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 30 September 2012 · 5 views

I have not been taking care of myself well this weekend. I haven't showered in like 2 days.... I gotta shave before kickboxing today. Tmi probably.

Anyways, I've been taking my meds around 6am and going back to sleep till 10. I hope this works for school when I have to wake up earlier.

I'm trying to get my assignments done early this week. I'm like halfway through one assignment, then I have another test for calculus 4, which I also have a test for this week. I have to study calculus and CE a lot this week. I'm trying everything I can to make it through this semester... I don't know what I'll do if they suspend me for grades...

It's so hard to make excuses for mental problems. If I was physically ill and I missed classes, that would be excused. But I can't tell my teachers ” oh, sorry I missed class yesterday. I was too depressed to get out of bed because I was raped 3 years ago”. Nope, don't think that would go over too well.

So back to work for me.

I don't know why i'm so nervous about kickboxing today. I just took my anti-anxiety pill, I hope it makes my heart beat slower.

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