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"How did you feel after it happened? How did you feel the next morning?"

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 07 August 2012 · 46 views

(((I started my journals by asking myself a series of questions. TRIGGER WARNING for all subsequent entries. I will remove them if they are considered obscene or profane)))

I woke up in a heavy fog. I felt something stuck to my ass. I looked down at my body. No pants. Shirt and bra still on. Shit caked inside my panties. So delirious.

I rolled...


Gotta start somewhere...

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 07 August 2012 · 31 views

I'm in therapy and on medication, but sometimes I still feel stuck. I'm trapped running in place. I think it's important for me to reach out when I feel like this, so that I can keep moving forward instead of taking steps backwards. That's why I joined this online community.

I don't even know where to start sharing my story. Every...

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