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My fiance said he wants to take me shopping for pretty new clothes...

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 25 October 2012 · 86 views

I asked him why and he said, ” because I want you to feel pretty”.

It's so hard to express myself. I wish I could tell him honestly how much those words meant to me.

I also wish I could tell him that new clothes wouldn't make me feel pretty. I wish I could explain that nothing would make me pretty. But that would just hurt him more.

Some day...


Gifted and Talented

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 17 October 2012 · 77 views

won't let me delete this stupid poem...


” Season of the Bitch” excerpt

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 11 October 2012 · 58 views

” Tears come, I'm losing it quick, he gives me his hand, I'd given him everything. Awful tears down my awful face into the awful sea, his hand I'm squeezing so hard, I want to break its fucking bones. Out of sea the ivory tower'd've saved me

I suppose I am but breaking down, sans adjective, breaking down in the simplest of manners, f...


Pretty Girls

Posted by ptsdthrowmeaway , 01 October 2012 · 105 views

Possible trigger warning?

I hate talking about my insecurities, but I guess this is a good place to start since it's anonymous. I started taking kickboxing on my therapist's recommendation. Over the summer, most of the college girls were gone and I was used to the group of slightly older ladies.

Now all of the college girls are back and they...

October 2012


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