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hummingbird

05 November 2012
Posted by tinc  
"Legends say that hummingbirds float free of time,carrying the hopes for love, joy and celebration. The hummingbirds delicate grace reminds us that life is rice, beauty is everywhere,every personal connection has meaning and that laughter is lifes sweetest creation."

This was printed on a slip of paper in a birthday card i just bought....
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done it again

01 November 2012
Posted by tinc  
Here I go again! Got hurt by a guy he strangled me while we were kissing and still have the bruises from it so why am I still texting him? He wants to meet up I said no but told him when I'm free like I'm leading him on don't know why maybe I like the attention so confused at the moment. Waiting to go for 2nd hiv blood test so not...
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I've done it again and I know some of you reading this will think I'm a complete bitch maybe I am or maybe I'm just trying to figure out what I want what I need who I am?

The guy who hurt me did it up my arse never done that before and I wanted to know if I could so I went with a gut of the internet behind my gfs back to see if I...
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I just don't get how i can be so upset about someone i hardly know who died yet the stuff i want to be upset about theres just nothing i want to be angry of sad anything and i don't know why its taking so long or will i never feel anything for what he did to me? how he's fucked everthing up for the past 3 months brought all the shit...
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trip to doctors

26 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
managed to get an appointment to see a dr not my usual one but the one i've being seeing about when i got "hurt" but because i'm physically ill. Had a really good chat to her and openned up about some past issues. Told her I couldn't sleep properly but not about using drugs to help ah well maybe next time still a step...
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pmt!

25 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
Hmmm so at least now I know there was a reason behind having a huge panic attack at the weekend! Doesn't make it any better to deal with but maybe more prepared to go gentle on myself something i find hard to do but keep being told to do by others.

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Panic attack big panic attack.

23 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
I'm so fucking stupid had a panic attack today just cause someone said the wrong thing I thought I was coping now I know I'm not.

I was at a leader training for scouts and had to move from one table where I was with some people I know to be on a table where I would be with strangers.

I grabbed my stuff and left but only got as far as...
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Shopping

22 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
Mission completed had to go shopping this morning for gfs birthday present not the best day or time to go Saturday morning!!! but hey I did it :thumbsup: and yeah I felt a panic attack coming on but breathed through it. Felt sick and dizzy, heart going like mad, and I only did what I had to but its good going for me!

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grrrrrrrrrr

21 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
Grrrrrrr why does nothing just go right? I'm sure some good luck is due my way even at work they say if it wasn't for bad luck you wouldn't have any luck at all!

After everything and trying to keep my head above water my car needs looking at I know its just a car but its too much to cope with right now.

I had a fucking panic...
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who needs friends anyway?

17 September 2012
Posted by tinc  
Today is the first T session so could really do with support of my friends I'm not telling them why i shouldn't need to i would just like to go for coffee chat have a laugh distract myself.

but because i'm a slag that chats to men online they don't want to know they didn't bother to ask why i need to chat to strangers well its...
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