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here he raped me and yet my family still accepts him! my aunt is still married to that bastard! my grandparents still let him come over! who has to live with the shame? who has to deal with the humilation? who has to deal with their own family not specking to them and shooting them dirty looks? i do! i finally told the truth! i finally went more outside of my own comfort zone and told my family that i was raped! i told them at the age of 16 and now im the one who deals with the pain and tourcher of my past! im the one who has to live with what he did to me! he F****ed up my body! i have been told by a few doctors now that i will never be able to have kids! but yet i have gotten pregnant and miscarried everytime! my uterus has to much scar tissue! my body was torn to much for me to carry a baby full term and yet they wont help me. they say to have hope but how can i when they dont know what happened? i have to live with this for the rest of my life! i should have told the cops when i had the chance!
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I am really sorry you have to go through this, it is horrible. My story is slightly different but I can relate. I had difficulty conceiving and didnt know if I would ever have a child. My abuser bacame a father and I was so angry as it just wasnt as easy for me and I really thought live was so unfair, yet again another difficulty and he seemed to be sailing through life. I also am baffled as to why family choose to ignore the issue and prefer to carry on as if nothing has happened and you are being the trouble maker (THE VICTIM). I really think people are mad
siofra,
12 August 2012 - 01:40 PM
Pinky- I can completely relate. My uncle raped me and one of my sisters as children, but everyone still treats him like he's wonderful and I'm expected to see him at social functions as if everything is normal. I'm sorry that your family is doing the same thing to you. Sending you positive energy and hugs if okay 
Irishleo,
13 August 2012 - 11:13 AM
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