Pandora's Aquarium: To much to handle! - Pandora's Aquarium

im trying to think possitive but it is getting way to hard! i dont feel like i deserve to be happy or anything anymore! i finally found my possible biological father after he has been out of my life for almost 22years! my mom hates him again already just cause he dont want to be with her! my mom is back to hanging out with the wrong croud again! my electricity is going to be getting shut off! we have guest coming in less than two weeks! our place is a mess! my grandma seems to want nothing to do with me anymore! we are a month behind on our rent! i have no job! my boyfriend has no job! our cats are out of food and we have to ask our friends if they can spare some! im still having really bad nightmares! oh and to makes things even more difficult i think i might be pregnant! how do i handle all this like a responsible adult? the only way i have ever known to deal with things is to run and hide. i cant run from all this and i wont run from my boyfriend. help someone! i need major advice!